Emotion Filled

Bismillah...

I wish it was raining so I could hide my tears;
I wish I had a tighter grip on all of my fears;

Sensei today don't try to feed the truth "if I thinketh so shall it be!"
just simply honor this carrier of emotion our Master created in me...

The Messenger(s) & those with Him cried out, "When will GOD's help come?"
so for me to believe I'd live tear free would be foolish or out right dumb...

I embrace my given struggles for they allow my faith to increase;
& in my attempt not to burst, I give myself permission to release...

Please note, this is not a write of despair or a plea for some type of aide;
it's the heartfelt cries of a woman who needs prayer even after she's prayed...

may GOD be pleased...ameen