If Only...an Indiigo inspiration

Bismillah...

If only sends me into a tail spin,

swirls of righteousness intertwined with sin...

if only the devil was willing to bend,

maybe his promise to GOD he'd rescind...

If only is my aspirations evil twin...

if only I could bring if only to an end...

May ALLAH be pleased...ameen

I seek...

Bismillah....

I know I got "GOT"

on July 7th 2010 my marriage was shot...

Even though I begged pleaded prayed and cried;

There was no stopping the blood that flowed from inside;

It died!!!

The killer realizing he was tricked, is now overwhelmed with remorse;

and if given the chance to go back he'd do it all different of course...

But there's no do overs and some wounds never heal;

just as you love who you love and don't have control over what the heart feels...

So, how stupid must one be;

to long for what painfully;

striped away all dignity???

I seek refuge from the Almighty!!!

Only If We Knew

Bismillah...

Only if we knew;

there's so much more we would do;

to please only YOU...

May ALLAH be pleased...ameen

WorShip Benefits I

Bismillah...

May my wudu extinguish the fire that could blaze my fate;

may my deeds weigh enough to get me through the pearly gate;

my worShip of the CREATOR benefits only I;

an attempt to grasp salvation cause for certain I'm gonna die;

So, I strive to seize opportunities every chance I get;

and since my goal is redemption, my prostrations I won't quit...

may ALLAH be pleased...ameen

Ignited Gratification...A Baraka Blue Inspiration

Bismillah...

I am aggressively yet patiently searching, longing to discover,

new levels, new layers, new happiness, new calm inside of a~ME~lah...

I must find my image in the mirror in order to mirror...

Your inspiration ignited gratification...

my heart fights hard to smile within the chaos...

May ALLAH be my guide and may ALLAH be pleased...ameen

B.E.A.U.T.Y.

Bismillah...

B.E.A.U.T.Y.

Bravely

Exploring

Areas

Unchartered

Trusting

Yielding

may ALLAH be pleased...ameen

Life...Challenging...Beauty

Bismillah...

Life is pass challenging, yet its beauty is illuminating;

Challenges exercise the muscles of faith and is spiritually rejuvenating...

Say it or say it not;

our only relief is with the LORD...HE neither begets nor was HE begot...

Life is challenging but beautiful, I do dare say;

so I embrace each challenge with the faith that relief is on its way...

may ALLAH be pleased...ameen

Is It A Beautiful Day???

Bismillah...

It's like the beauty of this day,

can't be described in a verbal way...

It's a feel-ing, a trill-ing...

It's hot, yet chill-ing;

Is it spring or am I spring-ing;

into my new;

yeees...can you feel it too???

may ALLAH be pleased...ameen

The Page

Bismillah...

Is there room for a~ME~lah on this page;

who seeks to take her intimacy with ALLAH to the next stage...

Ya Rabbi Ya Rabbi Ya Rabbi;

please answer the dua's of the many Sisters Like Me...

For YOU to be pleased be our ultimate goal;

earnestly we scour... mind, heart, and soul...

The only must in this life is to cease in a state of submission;

our only hope of this is to keep our naffs in remission...

may ALLAH be pleased...ameen