Spilt Secret

BISMILLAH...

I posses no degrees in the secular world;
Motherhood & serving my community has been my focus;
though this has MANY degrees...

I'm more of a dependant than I am an asset; 
adding more to my suitors plate;
 I'd be his possession and he my ease...

My attention has become imprisoned by his existence,
yet theres no basis for it to exist,
in the present...

Patience should have been his cloak;
secrecy would have been more fitting,
 but his mental spill has such a heavenly scent...

Now I dodge his heart's rhythm,
that's beating to a spiritual drum,
all our own...

CREATOR of us, knower of all things;
grant clarity to the love struck mind,
making us dependant on YOU alone...

may ALLAH be pleased...ameen