If Only...an Indiigo inspiration

Bismillah...

If only sends me into a tail spin,

swirls of righteousness intertwined with sin...

if only the devil was willing to bend,

maybe his promise to GOD he'd rescind...

If only is my aspirations evil twin...

if only I could bring if only to an end...

May ALLAH be pleased...ameen

I seek...

Bismillah....

I know I got "GOT"

on July 7th 2010 my marriage was shot...

Even though I begged pleaded prayed and cried;

There was no stopping the blood that flowed from inside;

It died!!!

The killer realizing he was tricked, is now overwhelmed with remorse;

and if given the chance to go back he'd do it all different of course...

But there's no do overs and some wounds never heal;

just as you love who you love and don't have control over what the heart feels...

So, how stupid must one be;

to long for what painfully;

striped away all dignity???

I seek refuge from the Almighty!!!